About forbidden love between you and me and him and also her and another.
(especially for her, I have been a donkey because of you, because I have fallen for you. I didn’t know whatever you fell and I didn’t even know that you always lied me). :)
I wanna forget bout you but I can’t, I wish it was just a bad dream.
First time, you knew nothing ‘bout me, so did I.
Coz the one of your friends met us in text. So, we could be friends, ‘freak friends’.
Coz the one of your friends met us in text. So, we could be friends, ‘freak friends’.
You’re single but I ain’t.
Day by day has passed and 4 months, we’re still friends but friends in love each other. I had both of you (you and him). I was so happy had them, and in the fact I loved you so much, started to forget him and made it over. After it done, you got me. you and I were so glad, so free, and so tight.
We were in a lovesick situation, we always had the beautiful days and the starry nights. We set about finding the same numbers that had most same numbers at all 085xxxxx001 (you) and 085xxxxx002 (me). then I had a couple doll that I named Niva and Nevsha. because I bought it in couple, so cute.
We were in a lovesick situation, we always had the beautiful days and the starry nights. We set about finding the same numbers that had most same numbers at all 085xxxxx001 (you) and 085xxxxx002 (me). then I had a couple doll that I named Niva and Nevsha. because I bought it in couple, so cute.
you gave me a necklace that was same with you, it was a couple too.
and the last same thing was couple shirt. :)
Then, we set about planning our future, although it was so long long thought in our ages. Xixixi
We set about the name of our children, if the child were girl, her name would be Nivaila. But if the child were boy, his name would be Nevsha. Are they marvellous name? I think ‘ya’ :)
And I had the new nicknames of us in Friendster (socmed that is famous in that era) hahaha. I was cHacHiQu3_niVa and you were cHachiQu3_neVsHa.. we changed our fs password, you used my birthday date for your password and vice versa.
Hm, I quite forgot, we made our blog www.grialfawayslover17.blogspot.com that’s filled by us. Grialfa is abbreviation from Grianda Dalfa always love forever. Grianda and Dalfa are our mid name.
We always wrote everything we feel in that blog,
We set about the name of our children, if the child were girl, her name would be Nivaila. But if the child were boy, his name would be Nevsha. Are they marvellous name? I think ‘ya’ :)
And I had the new nicknames of us in Friendster (socmed that is famous in that era) hahaha. I was cHacHiQu3_niVa and you were cHachiQu3_neVsHa.. we changed our fs password, you used my birthday date for your password and vice versa.
Hm, I quite forgot, we made our blog www.grialfawayslover17.blogspot.com that’s filled by us. Grialfa is abbreviation from Grianda Dalfa always love forever. Grianda and Dalfa are our mid name.
We always wrote everything we feel in that blog,
Everyday, we were in love. We were in the sky,
flied, flied away so high,
and fell down!
I knew about your past from your friends and even your SISTER!
You liked someone, and still loved her.
Because you really adore her in the long time. :’)
I didn’t trust you anymore, I was so messy and often angry to you.
And eventually, our relationship was over in a few time.
But we still survived, because our love’s so strong.
Month by month had passed, we got some trouble. We walked alone and separated each other might be in 4 months (August-December). In that time, I had a new boyfriend, my Ex (you had nothing). Although I had someone in my life, but absolutely I couldn’t forget you.
And finally, I had a relationship with you again, and him (we were over, he had a relationship with his classmate that I scent before)
You liked someone, and still loved her.
Because you really adore her in the long time. :’)
I didn’t trust you anymore, I was so messy and often angry to you.
And eventually, our relationship was over in a few time.
But we still survived, because our love’s so strong.
Month by month had passed, we got some trouble. We walked alone and separated each other might be in 4 months (August-December). In that time, I had a new boyfriend, my Ex (you had nothing). Although I had someone in my life, but absolutely I couldn’t forget you.
And finally, I had a relationship with you again, and him (we were over, he had a relationship with his classmate that I scent before)
You avoid me, you changed your number, you removed me from your friendlist on Facebook, and until now I DON’T KNOW ABOUT YOU/LOST CONTACT. It began like this from October 5th.
In the long run, I can’t hide my self from this world, this reality, this life. I have lost my bearings completely.
You are my shadow now. I can’t get you back because of thousand reasons.
Before everything will be late, I wanna say :
You are my shadow now. I can’t get you back because of thousand reasons.
Before everything will be late, I wanna say :
I’m so sorry if I have some mistakes to you till you have gone missing in my life.
I’m so thankful for your presence in my life during 2 years. Although it wasn’t always the happiness, but you have taught me about life. So, I can stand alone now with my brave heart without YOU.
Now I understand, what you try to say to me. Although you didn’t tell me anything before you went away…
I hope you can call me or meet me just once.
I hope you can call me or meet me just once.
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